I am lettin go…
I wathed an episode of ghost whisperer last Friday. One quotation that really into me is ‘let go of the past’
That’s exactly what I feel rite now. I am really in love with david cook song entitled time of my life. Heard that first time when he won the American Idol. I was cryin when I heard the song (me, n my bitchy melancholic side).
The song is very nice indeed…
I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn
Nope, my dreams still not come true yet…but it doesn’t matter anyway. AH, I am letttin you go, and lettin me go. Thanks for the treat in Cafe Piza. Thanks for always sharing the laugh, for always making me laugh. Thanks for always stayin by my side, for always believe in me, for always seein my good side despite the evil I’d become. Thanks for keeping me accompanied during my labtek biru days. Thanks for the dream that we were sharing, for the future we were planning, for the past we were exploring. Thanks for always understanding, for never complaining, for never angry with me. Hope you can find someone who can really love you, hope we can always be fren without hurting other’s feeling anymore. I am lettin go AH.
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
Bet i am just a face in the crowd for you, heh? But, guess what. Hey, LAUT, I stop thinkin of you, stop cryin for you, stop obsessing over you (which I was not, just to make it clearer). Thanks for being the best fren I ever had, for forgiving me after the unforgivable mistake I’ve done, for the ride in Bandung and Jakarta, for keeping my dad accompanied (hours talkin to him, wow, no wonder u’r the only guy my dad ever approved of). Thanks for the gift. Thanks for every call and SMS and email. Thanks for still wanting to be with me during my last jakarta trip. Thanks for sayin ‘jadi khawatir, yakin bisa ga niy han?’, for keeping me accompanied ‘hanya menjalankan kewajiban sosialku, karna udah ada yang menemani malam2mu kan han?’, for preparing me to losing you ‘ga selamanya di sini, kalo aq dah ga di sampingmu lagi, kamu tau harus ngapain kan han?’, thank you…LAUTnya…yang bukan LAUTku…hope you have a very2 wonderful life ahead…I am lettin go LAUT
Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart
Hally, thanks for lending me the wings that keep me flyin. Thanks for bringing me back to life. Thanks for the thousand experiences, million frens. Thanks for having me and giving me the most wonderful life I ever had. Thanks for all the digits that keep feeding my account. I really enjoying my times with you, however, now we just have to say goodbye. I am lettin go Hally
and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
For never stop loving me these past 6 years since the first day we met, I am very grateful to AY. It’s amazing how we were alike. Thank you for the HYSYS file, thank you for the discussion, the midnite chatting, the answer even to my most stupid question, for the trip, for the patience, for the wisdom, for the understanding. Sometimes I feel you can read my mind, knowing what word I’d say. Time for me movin on, n time for u movin on. Seriously, we just can wait and see where the life will bring us. It ever drift us apart as well as brought us together. So there’s no point in still stayin still, rite. I am lettin go AY.
And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun
For giving me a very short experience of how amazing it is to love and to be loved, I thank you AP. For always ready to be my chauffeur, my chef, my bodyguard, my personal lifter. Thanks for being there with me during the most exhausting period of my life. Thanks for the late supper of buyung’s fried rice, for the early breakfast of pempek. We’re still so young yet we’re so old. The life is suddenly turn his face from us. I am not stop running, I will keep running, until may be one day, you catch me here or I catch you there.
I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
Yes, yes…I’me enjoyin every second. No regret. I want to live my life to the fullest.
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
Yes…fight for your dream. Run after it, never stop.
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.
Yes, indeed, this is the time of my life, yeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh….Live your life to the fullest.
-ipeh-
unemployed n unmarried, but still happy 
2 comments October 4th, 2008
. I saw some Indonesian Women Foreign Workers crying after the eid prayer this morning. I felt sorry for them. Like me, some of them are allowed holiday leave today, but working far from home, far from family, from children, husband, or parents is a lil bit devastating. Watching this, I kept on dreaming if one day, my country won’t be famous as the largest supplier of the unskilled women foreign workers. One day, they will find a living in their own land. One day, they will have so many times to gather with their family, children, and husband on this special day and on every day of their life.